Wednesday, December 08, 2004

a very strange place
I'm in a very strange place, looking down a road I haven't been on for over six years. It used to look so enticing, so desirable, so necessary that I'd have given anything to walk there along that road of dreams and hopes.

And it has mostly been looking the same way. Yet my eyes have glimpsed something I don't like.

It is lurking almost out of sight and I have to strain to see even its shadow, hidden at the haunted edges of my thirsty craze.

Whatever it is I want, it isn't down there in that place of distressed insufficiency.

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